19 March 2012

symptoms

I’m under the weather. My throat is scummy and my head aches, a dull ache that shoots knives into the inside of my skull when I cough. I try not to cough but sometimes the throat dries suddenly and an involuntary reflex kicks in.

Yesterday Nicky and I ride up the Tourist Road to Olinda. I lead, but only because if she goes to the front I won’t see her again. I tell her that pride is all that’s keeping me in front of her. I’m working on cadence, sticking near or above 70 rpm.

My strength is fine but my cardio fitness is down and I huff and puff when the gradient nudges five per cent and beyond. Foolishly I suggest Ridge Road just for variety. Nicky’s never ridden Ridge Road: the grade arcs up to double figures for 700 metres as soon as you veer right off the Tourist Road. Wisely she says she’s not ready yet.

My health is mostly a source of pride: it’s robust and fights germs off without much fuss. Many times I sense something coming on but 24 hours later it’s gone. That’s what I hope for yesterday after riding when my throat feels a little odd and clearing it frequently develops into an irregular dry cough.

This morning in 6:15 pump class my lower back is grabby and doesn’t respond to the gentle stretches I try to placate it with. Still I hope that the signs mean nothing, but as the day moves into late afternoon I know things are bad.

For a five-year spell I have not so much as a cold. Then last year I have two, three months apart. Even then I can console myself, pride myself, that unlike the month-long grips others suffer, I’m all but over mine in seven days, although days three to five are tough going when the sinuses saturate then inundate.

So I wait to see what will come now, knowing that in 48 hours I’ll be on a plane to Adelaide to meet the national MindMatters team I’m about to join. Nice look, the wet hanky hanging out of a pocket, turning away from conversations to hack up a lung, gasping for air between sentences with a bung up each nostril. Makes a fine first impression.

“Leigh. Yes, I think he’s the pasty-looking guy slumped over there behind that potted palm. I’d stay well clear of him if I were you.”
  
Rock on.

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