13 January 2012

stay upright

Yesterday Rock rings. He offers no greeting or preliminaries and says in a strangled voice: “Can’t ride with you tomorrow. Fell off my mountain bike. Ribs, neck, shoulder. Going to hospital.”

“Where? What happened?”

“Can’t talk. Can’t breathe.”

“Which hospital? Box Hill?”

“Yeah.”

“Look, I’ll call you later.”

Before Christmas six of Rock’s friends and relatives ride from Khancoban to Mansfield over four days. It’s broiling but his brother-in-law wears two layers of clothing. I ask him why. If he comes off the bike, the damage is lessened, he says. Rock and I report to him that our strategy is to never come off the bike. We know that’s impossible.

Rock seems better when I speak to him in the evening. He has a broken rib, painful scapula, bruises and abrasions, looks lop-sided in the mirror, but talks normally. He was riding Lysterfield with friends. The boys with him are taking a jump and urge him to have a shot at it. He thinks better of it, changes his mind at the last second, and crashes. The front wheel digs in and over the bars he goes.

“Sixty-one and a half years and 93 kilos,” he says. “You’re going to hurt.”

When you’re young you bounce; at our age you hit the deck like a sack of shit. I feel for my friend but there’s nothing I can do. I think about my mountain bike, hanging on a rack in the bike room. I should get rid of it, I think. I hardly ever ride it. My last serious get-off is on that bike on the bushland trail around Bendigo. I land on a stump and damage ribs.

At 8:13 this morning I text Nicky and postpone today’s ride. A thick wetting drizzle settles over Croydon. The Dandenongs are lost in cloud and mist. The Bureau predicts it’ll be clear in the late afternoon. At six I throw a leg over the Cervélo. It rains gently as I pedal through Kilsyth and Montrose. I can see the squalls brushing over the face of the hills.

Up the Tourist Road I chug. At Kalorama I attach a rear light. It blinks brightly in the murk. The rain starts again and I curse the Bureau. Water drips off my helmet; my glasses fog up. At Olinda I wrestle myself into my windproof jacket and turn back down the Tourist Road. I reach home on slushy roads, wet through but upright.

Rock on.

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